Oct 29, 2003

When I don't know where to go, I come here
This is one of those times
I never ever believed in curses, or stuff like that
I mean the cubs and redsox both blowing the league championship series this year could not have been because of a curse
Hate to bring up something so frivolous
But this is getting ridiculous
But the class I was in, I don't know what to say
It has to be something
Five of my classmates lost in 3 years
The perfect triangle three of them made in the 2001 yearbook
This stuff does not happen in the suburbs
Especially Shaler
It was bad enough seeing it on TV, in my hometown, my neighborhood, my three little cousins 5 houses up the street, and then being told minutes after my father lost a coworker on the job today, why does this stuff always come in packs?
It was bad enough at that
Then someone from back home mentioned a name, from Shaler
Here we go again
That feeling is so familiar
Will I ever get desensitized from this
Seeing the name followed by that little comma then that dreaded number 18
18 years old
woaah
This has to be it right

A few words...
definitely the closest to me out of all of them
She liked me and my curlyhaired girl together
Had a few classes together
Rode my bus
She was so little, but yet so bad ass

Someone put it best in their profile
"no more, please"

Forever young

-n


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